This Is The Difference Between Sex and Sensuality

You be the love and I'll be the passion 

in this game of sexcapades. 

Lean back

Go slow

Don't rush yourself

You be the time and I'll be the anticipation 

Perfect Song

Everything's blurry, like I'm not awake. 

You're close but so distant, like maybe you're fake. 

I'd keep you a secret, if I could hold you down.

I'd make you smile, but you never frown. 

Living life quickly, oh please don't slow down

oh please just go down; stay down; slow down. 

My life is blurry, I'm never awake.

You're always so distant, because you are fake. 

A dream that I dreamed 

so sweet till it's gone

If I could write it all down

It would make the perfect

song. 

I'd keep you a secret, if I could hold you down.

I'd make you smile, but you never frown.

Living life quickly, oh please don't slow down

oh please just go down; stay down; slow down. 

A dream that I dreamed 

so sweet till it's gone

I'll write it all down in 

you're perfect

song. 

Laws of Attraction

Laws of attraction

and life's limitations.

It's all circumstantial and

it's all meant to be

broken. 

Jump back 

step forward

don't step on the cracks.

Two steps forward

one step back. 

Touch

Taste

Hear 

Smell

FEEL

BE

The Laws of attraction

tell you it's working to your

advantage.

Two steps forward

one step back.

Blue and Gold

Here we go

Down, down, down through the gutter

where you belong

Dance, dance, dance yourself better

Be young

Be bold

Be you

Be gold

Gold, gold, gold is your color

Bold, bold, bold as your mother

Was the day you were born  

Born, born, born to be alive

since you were only five years old

Don't let them tell you you're too young

Too young to be you 

Too young to be blue

Blue, blue, blue is the color

of the soul you hide so well 

Gold, gold, gold is your color

Blue, blue, blue is another 

thing you have of your mother

Incoherence is my middle name

There are these things that we call moments,

and this even that we call time. 

I'm not really sure what it all means, 

But I do know that every once in a while 

I am severely late for something.

And very rarely am I early.  

I've tried to explain to people the feeling that you get when time is against you, 

how ever unsuccessfully. It's like other peoples brains don't understand what's going on in mine. 

If I could open up my skull and let my brain cells escape and leak onto the canvas, 

maybe, just maybe, you could see what I mean. 

It's not easy being green.

=] 

Not finished [I'm not patient]

I said 

"Sister, slow down.

You've got 

Time on your hands

You've got

Blood on your hands 

You've got

To get you head clear"

"Baby.

Don't worry

Baby

I'll hold you down

I'll slow you down

I'll wash those hands clean. 

You've got your problems 

Baby

But I'll hold you down

Slow you down

Keep down

Don't go."  

"Sister, slow down.

You've got 

Time on your hands

You've got

Blood on your hands

You've got

To get you head clear"

The Death of Delilah

Her name was Delilah and that flame in her eyes was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen in person. It was like she lit up from the inside out. I wanted to hold her and see if I could feel the warmth from that light resonating outwards. I never got that close. I didn't dare. She was to beautiful and to pure for me to reveal that urge. I'd lean in to tell her secrets and breath in to smell her hair. She always smelt sweet and tangy, like she'd scrubbed herself with sugar and grapefruits. Her eyes were absinthe green. Everyone who looked in her eyes became drunk with love. It was like a magick spell, a part of her aura, that enveloped everyone around her. You couldn't get within 5 feet of her without falling madly in love. I remember the day she found out. The day she knew that I loved her. She looked at me with an expression that cannot be described in words. It was as if her entire world, her whole existence, everything she knew to be true and real and right, had come crashing down around her and she was trying to pick up the pieces but they kept slipping through her fingers. Sand through the hour glass, blowing in the wind. I let her know how sorry I was. I cupped her face in my hands. It was devoid of the resonating heat that I had longed for. Her face was cold. Her nose, her cheeks, her forehead. All cold. I thought she was scared. She told me she was dying. I cried that day. I cried everyday from then on and when she died I cried harder. I cried harder every day because the longer she was gone, the harder it became to live without her.  I wanted to die. I tried to die. I would concentrate for long periods of time on that one urge. To die. I tried to will it to happen. It was like I thought if I imagined myself dead, I would be. It wasn't so easy. I tried to move on. I tried to forget. I tried to fall in love. She was all there was. My mind was so filled with her existence that I couldn't accept the fact that she was gone. I made my life a shrine to her. 

Then, one day I was awake. Sun shining in my face, caffeinated coffee awake. 

She's gone and she's not coming back.

And I'm totally OK with that.